THe swirlings of a madman

Staring at my computer screen
In an oblivious swirlA
ll confused about what to do
Or even what to think

Thoughts go floating in and out
Hatred, anger, love
Why are strong emotions so
nauseously confusing?

Do this do that
the finger pointers point
go here go there
everyone else cries

Swearing bubbles up
then gets forced back down
Attempts at breathing all break down
and leaves me in despair.


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That's not a copy and paste by the way. I'm all upset, confused, and acting weird. It doesn't even rhyme i know, but I was going more for rhythm and beat then rhyme.